At the suggestion of my friend, Blake Holmes, I’ve been rereading The Pilgrim’s Progress. Blake mentioned to me this Summer that the book is the most accurate depiction of the spiritual life available. It’s been decades since I read it, and like any good book, you see things differently with each reading. John Bunyan’s fantasy story about a man, named Christian, who goes on a journey is an allegory for the spiritual life. It begins with one of the greatest opening lines:
“As I walked through the wilderness of this world, I lighted on a certain place where was a Den, and I laid me down in that place to sleep; and as I slept I dreamed a Dream.”
I love this passage from Christian’s journey that deals with differing approaches to the spiritual life–law and grace:
Then he took him by the hand, and led him into a very large Parlour that was full of dust, because never swept; the which after he reviewed a little while, the Interpreter called for a man to sweep. Now when he began to sweep, the dust began so abundantly to fly about, that Christian had almost therewith been choked. Then said the Interpreter to a Damsel that stood by, Bring hither the Water, and sprinkle the Room; the which when she had done, it was swept and cleansed with pleasure.
CHR. Then said Christian, What means this?
INTER: The interpreter answered, This parlour is the heart of man that was never sanctified by the sweet grace of the Gospel: the dust of his Original Sin and inward Corruptions, that have defiled the whole man. He that began to sweep at first is the Law; but she that brought water, and did sprinkle it, is the Gospel. Now, whereas thou sawest that so soon as the first began to sweep, the dust did so fly about the Room by him could not be cleansed, but that thou was almost choked therewith; that is to shew thee, that the Law, instead of cleansing the heart (by its working) from sin, doth revive, put strength into, and increase it in the soul, even as it doth discover and forbid it, for it doth not give power to subdue.
Again, as thou sawest the Damsel sprinkle the room with Water, upon which it was cleansed with pleasure; this is to shew thee, that when the Gospel comes in the sweet and precious influences thereof to the heart, then I say, even as thou sawest the Damsel lay the dust by sprinkling the floor with Water, so is sin vanquished and subdued, and the soul made clean, through the faith of it, and consequently fit for the King of Glory to inhabit.
Some of you grew up in churches or religious movements that were steeped in Law and external morality. You found them to be stifling and powerless to change your heart. You felt condemned and suffocated because Law only stirs up sin but cannot remove it.
There is another way called Grace. The Gospel of Grace brings freedom and pleasure. It does not wink at sin, but deals with it by a powerful and deep cleansing, extending even to the hard to reach corners and the tiny cracks of your heart. And, best of all, this cleansing was not just for your joy and your goodness (though these are certainly true), but it was also done that you might share it with the King of Glory, who comes to live with you.
Did you grow up in a church or movement that was centered on Law rather than Grace? What was it like when you discovered Grace? Is Grace still having it’s way in your heart? Have you read The Pilrgim’s Progress? Thoughts?
-jdl
Jeff- raised as a Catholic and having accepted grace some 3 years ago I can say you are spot on describing it as suffocating. The toughest thing for me has been the guilt and regret of my past actions. But stealing a line from a song “I have no time to maintain these regrets when I think about how He lives us”. Accepting the Grace and Love of our Savior Jesus Christ has is what helps move me to what is in front of me and no longer be burdened by the past. I am reading The Screwtape Letters right now. It speaks of going through phases where the power of Grace wanes following the euphoria when you first accept Christ. Knowing the devil takes pleasure in the valleys in my life I am working to avoid them and always have my sights on Jesus. I recall the power and joy I felt on the day of my baptism everyday!
Kevin, awesome to hear of how God’s grace broke into your life. CS Lewis is one of my favorites, and Screwtape has been very helpful to me. I’m enjoying Pilgrim’s Progress in about the same way right now. As you continue on the grace path, you might check out Tim Keller’s The Prodigal God, which is a fantastic book about the radical grace of the gospel. Thanks for sharing your redemption story with us.
This for me, has been the miraculous meaning to the gift Jesus gave to us. I never really understood the gift until about a year ago. I had been a Mormon for 33 years…was the Bishop of my Ward, and had so many coming to me with their heavy sin. What, better yet, who was I to bring them peace from their heavy burden? I asked God in prayer over and over again what I should do. I woke up one morning while this heavy burden was on my heart and I had dreamed a dream (as it says in the Pilgrim’s Progress) I was sobbing in my pillow, and my wife asked what was wrong? I said, “His Grace is Sufficient”. Not even knowing that this is a scripture in 2 Corinthians 12:9. I am so grateful to have been set free from the bondage of Mormonism…or any other law based believe. For Jesus is the law! I am in the middle of PP and am loving reading every minute of it…it really spells out what the difference between the law and grace…and how wonderful His grace is!
Thank You,
Bill Cason, Portland Oregon
Bill,
Thanks for sharing your grace story with us. So glad that you know the grace that Jesus brings.
All for Jesus,
Jeff